Uncollared

Hello world,

I'm not good. It's tough. Today on IRC, I took off my collar. Now I'm just greatchen. It hurt more than I would've thought. I was so used to the gretchen[AD] that it's ... beyond words to describe.
Still no message from AD. No sign since Thursday. That's unlike Him. I'm more than worried. And I need answers.

Plus, I caught a cold.
You may not hear from me in a while. I need to ... well. To figure out how to go on, how to function again. I miss Him so much, it's beyond words.

xoxo
Kiwi